I wished upon every star and hoped with every ounce of strength I had left in me, that something, just something, would make me open my eyes and realize the life I had in front of me is actually worth something to keep living through. That on a rainy day, it doesn’t matter that sun isn’t out and things aren’t blooming, what matters is that you know that it will. And if by chance it doesn’t happen, then at least you know that it did and gave all that it had to try. That getting out of bed to see the sunrise isn’t hard, you just have to want it bad enough. That feeling sad when you listen to a certain song doesn’t make you depressed…it just means that you feel and understand what somebody else might be going through. All of these things I wished for, just to feel something other than how I felt which did feel like forever. Than you came along. And everything was new again. The air felt easier to breath, the sun shined just a little bit brighter, and I had the courage to watch the sunrise and not just lay in bed wishing I knew what it felt like to feel renewed each day. Things got better with you and I began to realize that life is worth living knowing that you’ll be there to pick me up when I’m down to my lowest points. It’s worth being able to breath you in and feel happy, safe. You’re worth fighting for.